(Left) My first encounter with Zelie. The ultrasound when I learned that I was pregnant. I had not planned the pregnancy but I wonder if deep down I really had wanted it as I did have that desire to be a mother, while maybe not in this way. But, I felt the need to call it an “accident” for fear of what people would think, "You don't have a stable situation” they would say “This will end your career"....But that wasn’t what happened. (Right) The first photo of Zelie &me.